Fall has come and so has a new song

Recently I've been in this season of life and Gods just been doing some crazy awesome things.  And I was reading Psalm 139 over and over again.. And just seeing that God sees us and He once again has known where were at and our story... And its so easy to get wrapped up in our mind that your alone or better yet no one understands what your going through.. My whole life I had always pretended to be someone I wasnt trying to please people and look a certain way believing that I could belong and be happy.  Truth is thats not what happen it was a very unhappy place and I was selfish in my ways of thinking.  I would do anything possible to show realness in every aspect.  A smile can say so much yet a heart can say so much more but its so easy to cover up your heart... You have this desire to be real with yourself and everyone else but you care to much what people think so you don't or at least i have had that problem.. People always thought of me having the perfect life better yet a perfect everything and truth was my life was far from perfect.  FAR... Especially before I had a relationship with Christ.  I see so many broken girls who are going through what I once have gone through wanting to be real but they cant and its so easy to get in that place to relate and there not alone... God created us He is our awesome Creator and we are His delicate Masterpiece where He truly knows our needs and desires.  He knows the real us and is there ready for us to be honest with ourselves.. And He just wants to love on us redeem us heal us and save us from the hurts pains in our lives.  He wants us to be real with our emotions and real with people and have awesome relationships.  So as i see what i've gone through what others gone through and reading psalm 139 i couldnt resist but write a song... so walla :)

Many blessings
Brittany Nicole
   I have let the people
define who I am
I have let them see
a glowing mask
I have shown a side
that everyone can see.
but no one really knows
who i am
                          The walls are building up
                         My heart is caving in
                                  The tears I'm holding back
                           I'm drowning from within
                        A simple little glimpse
                               maybe they would understand
                             but no one really knows who I am
   Closing my eyes
Breathing in deep
taking step forward
than two steps back
A whisper in the wind
Says I've seen where you been
And my child you are
safe in My hands
                         Beginning and end
                             I've been with you since
                          before your time even began
                          I know every fear
                                And seen ever single tear
                          My daughter I know my
                                 Beloved child