Thursday, March 7, 2013

Kim Walker...Jesus Culture..Enough said.
This girl has some lungs, needless to say one of the most authentic voices I have ever heard. There is just this power from her voices definitely a gift from God that just reaches into a heart of a listener.  The truth just sticks in your mind and heart.  Highly reccomended to listen to.
 
Well.... Its been awhile since I've last done this, I don't even know where to start at. My heart has just been overwhelmed with the truth especially coming from Music. Lately, the perfect song at the perfect time has come on the radio, making me sit there in awe or tears.. Why? Because God completely knows where (I) or where we are in our life and sometimes..I mean most of the time, for me He seems to reveal Himself through lyrics or songs on the radio.. Almost everyday.  How cool is that?  Just a reminder of how wonderful and how amazing our God is. 
 
Lifes been full of seasons this past year and many questions have just filled my mind and my heart? Confused on why God allows things to happen, or where is He when i feel so overwhelmed with life or broken or hurt.  Maybe this is a common question you have in your life or in your walk with the Lord.  The days go by and you keep fighting and fighting the battle in your life trying to do it on your own (prideful).  Maybe broken down and seems like theres nothing to grasp ahold of or the whisper of truth seems to fade away.  WHAT IS THERE TO DO?? I will willingly admit I have had these questions flee my brain.  My heart just wants to push away the truth because its almost to hard to face it.  or I've tried to search and search and cant seem to find the answers to life.  The fight gets harder, almost to a point where your strength is gone and you are worn out. 
I believe this is so common in any human beings life unless you are just awesome and dont have it. But i truly believe everyone at one point in there life tumbles across this.  It's funny to look back though and see where God completely had His hands on you or trying to reveal Himself to you through the most simplist things and the Biggest things. I have experience somthing quite close to this not that long ago. I was trying to fight my own battles or struggles I've been facing in my life. Trying to understand, what is going on in my own life, and trying to find closure on many things.  Yet, not understanding why God had allowed some things to happen?  its like I became faithless while He remained Faithful.  I would start to question something and right then and there God would just give me a glimpse of Himself the sound of truth.  I wouldn't really listen to it at first but than a few hours later it would sit in, what just really happened.  I would turn to something else or someone else rather than the One who was there who wanted me to look to Him rather than void what He had to offer.  Selfish on my part Big Time. 
It opened my eyes when i hit rock bottom and couldnt get back up.  So Turn Your Eyes upon Jesus.  And than I looked to Him the One who understands everythiing your going through the One who knows you the best than anybody else.. Who feels what you feel and is willing to heal and give you the strength to fight the fight.  He allows the burdens of life to go on His shoulders and He carries the weight of the world on His shoulders also.  What Kind of Love is that... Basically  the best kind of love out there that Only HE can give.  Process... but its like the walls are crumbling down and the questions are in His Hands.. And one day I will get to know the answers and God has a perfect time for me to know... :) This goes for all of YOOU who are reading this ..... Time and patience
 
Many blessing
Brittany Nicole
 
Recent song i have just written through this time I had been experiencing...
Truth
Brittany Nicole
 
 
Everyday I know your near
Everytime I pray I know You'll hear
Keep my eyes towards Jesus face
And fall in the hands of amazing grace.
 
And my heart starts turning
Once Again.
His love for me it never ends.
And the fight I keep fighting
has already been won
And I watch the story come undone
 
Broken pieces to the puzzle mend
Every scar every wound
its covered with
unending Love, the blood of the Son
The One who we have hope...
He's coming soon.
 
Every tear that falls
He catches them all
Holds them tight, He'll show His light
through fear and fustration
through laughter and anger
He stands by Our side through
the Divine adventure
 
Day by Day He still remains
Faithful and true
throughout the seasons
I stand here still amazed by You...