Let every Heart adore the Mighty God of Love

Recently, I have just experienced alot in life and opportunites the Lord has just shown me I never thought would happen.  First off I got to go to Passion Promo 2012 in Madison Wisconsin with some friends and it was just amazing awesome.  Kristian Stanfill and Charlie Hall performed and if you don't know who they are definitely check them out totally worth it. If you don't know what Passion is its basically about thousands and thousands of college students gathered together to learn and hear about the word of God and make a difference in our Community.  I have never gone and this year is my first and I am so thankful I have the opportunity I am so excited and all the others getting to go.  I highly recommend anyone and everyone going if You can it will be so worth it.  But, this concert thing I went to literally about 100 maybe less kids having the same heartbeat and just there for worship and praise it was unbelievable and I am just all into music and the feeling inside roars for more of the Lord.  Awesome thing i was next to the speakers and to feel the bass and the sound run through the speakers got my adreniline running big time... And I realized God is doing something Big in my life I'm not sure what it is but It's amazing..  I honestly cannot even explain what is happening inside.. I really can't  I was talking to a few friends this past week and just talking and I said "I don't even feel the same that I did this past summer or starting Emmaus for the 2nd time.  My heart my attitude and Love has grown and I feel at peace completely and its unbelievable because I've wanted to be in this place for so long and wondered what was taking so long but it really was giving it all to the Lord.  Giving this life I once lived.. Now I feel brand new and feel on fire wanting more and just living in the moment with God with me always.  My life isn't perfect still but I know and I am for sure confident that God is faithful and God knows all and He Loves me..  is that not an Amazing GOD We Have.??  Amen 

Recently Brokeness has just been on my heart I've been finding more and more people with broken lives from where I go to school from outside of school and even outside the Country and I saw how much and how important it is to love those people deeply no matter what it is or what ever there past maybe.. I came across a eye opener this week that just broke me to pieces inside and that's when I realized God is working .. So this girl came up to me and told me her horrific life and what shes going through and about the world and how she just hates it.. I have known this girl through church and going to youth and I sadly thought she was weird and really tried to avoid her I was selfish and she would talk to me and i would turn my back away because she was "un cool" or whatever.  3 years later I see her and she tells me this horrific thing shes going through and how she just doesnt care about life and I just saw in her eyes brokeness and I was so convicted because I prayed to the Lord I should have never judged I didn't know her story and really hit me everyone has a story they are who they are for a reason and be slow to judge in anyway..  So right now if you guys who are reading this can or will just pray for the brokeness in your town and in your city at your school and in your family or friends what ever it is.. I'm praying also and know there is a God who will listen to all and hear those prayers.. 

Love to all and many blessings

Brittany

Kristian Stanfill

I just saw this singer the other day and literally just fell in love with the Words He sang and just the Love of the Lord and Power of the Lord.  Kristian Stanfill I highly recommend at this time if your looking for great worship music.

"who will love me for me?"

It's been a few months since I last posted one of these! But lets just say God's been good and gracious and I couldn't thank Him more for what He has provided me with.  To start off I would like to recommend another Singer.  JJ visited Emmaus Last Year and just wowed me with her unique voice.  It's very calm and so peaceful and her music is very acoustic which I love.  But her words have such meaning from life experiences and One of her well known songs Love Me has touched me greatly! Another Song that has stuck with me for awhile is a new one called Control that really explains who is in Control of your life, and What is controlling your life?  So i recommend taking a little sneak peak at her music!
     So recently I am back at school and been busy and this summer really struck me!  About appearance and getting ATTENTION from others and being accepted and loved.  I know there are many struggling people out there and from a girls perspective I know there are a lot who just want attention so they feel approved.  It seems by the looks of it now in today's culture it's becoming a negative subject for society.  I know from many girls they want to feel good so they dress nice, they work out, they do all they can to be fit, and where makeup so they can look even extra good.  Starting up at Emmaus again I knew that we would have to go over the dress code again and I realized those are really some good rules.  I understand from a Christian perspective why we can't where certain articles of clothing.  And I really respect it.  For me though i was nervous for the upcoming freshman who were about to suffer through the rules because I had a hard time with the rules also.  I know many girls are fashionable and want to be noticed through what they wear and to be expressed through clothes.  But I never really understood the whole concept of girls dressing for mens approval!  The way you flaunt yourself is really how guys will see you and think of your reputation.  And for me it really impacted me for I was never perfect and once again dealt with these situations.  I wanted to be noticed in a way that all eyes were on me and i knew i would get compliments.  But in some way I was never satisfied with the compliments for I wanted more. Guys do notice what you wear even if you don't think they do and if they don't give you a compliment but being yourself and wearing sweats is so okay! Dressing nice all the time is all cool and good if its what is comfortable to you but be careful how you show it if that makes sense :)  Fitting in the crowd is what everyone does at some point.  Your popular and you want to be cool like the rest so you follow in there footsteps where they accept you for being like them ?  From experience its not worth it? In society also the new trend is playing the victim and don't get me wrong there is so much pain and suffering out there that people are facing but its come to a point where many people lie about situations because they need attention and approval they have never felt before. There are many ways to try to get attention. After coming to know the Lord and really fully understanding what Acceptance means the truth is its nice to hear those compliments but there is a God who loves us for us..  With out the clothes and without fancying it up and working out God looks beneath that and sees our true real hearts! And really He Accepts us for us.  It didn't come easy to me to change my ways and realize all this but I know that the Lord will love me no matter what and no matter what I did in the past and I am who I am because I faced these situations and I realized the change that needed to be made.  I can for once feel confident not to wear makeup 24/7 I can wear sweatpants when neccessary and dress nice in a modest way where the Lord will approve!    We can draw as much attention as we want by trying to fit in the crowd trying to wear the most updated fashion and looking good but really if we dwell in all that we honestly will never be satisfied.  The only person who should satisfy us and really is Real and Love is God.  So I ask what is it about yourself you are never satisfied with and is it worth giving up and realizing God is all you need??  There is no greater Love than what comes from the Lord!  The Lord has just spoke to me recently on this and just reaching out to girls who are new in coming to find Him and it's been a huge eye opener to really see it through these girls what they go through to develop attention...
Blessings to all :)

A fight worth fighting for

   Wow I can't believe I'm posting another blog within a week??? Must be because I am bored... Just kidding.. Before I get into why I am writing another blog I wanted to share A great singer that has been so sweet to listen to and has just a unique voice. Lindsay Mccaul! She performed at Emmaus and her music just really peaceful and just such great meaning to it... So i recommend you music listeners to listen to her!! You will not regret it!!

  Well here it goes!  I am very honest with the struggles I have been faced with! About a hour ago I wrote some lyrics which really has a great meaning to me.  The story isn't just for what I have been through with myself and other close people to me but for others in this world who are suffering with hurt and pain and my heart just breaks for those who are broken and wounded deep inside.  It's not easy not to want to give up when things get rough.. Our first response is to run away because were afraid to deal with it or whats going to happen?? Am I not right?  But what I have seen in my life is a handful of people just get deeper and deeper in pain when not dealing with the issue they are facing which leads them to break more and more.  I know what it feels like to hurt so much you feel like there's nothing worth fighting for!!! But let me tell you there is so much to fight for and there are others who will stand by your side and help you through your pain.. It literally took me 18 years to really believe this and really deal with all those issues inside bothering me and When I did I felt so free and peaceful that I was able to open up more!! Life is never easy I face obstacles almost everyday and I have to say am I going to run or keep going and deal with it??The word Believe is stuck with me because I have a reason to Believe that it will be okay!! I believe in others that they will be okay!  Like I said the fight is worth fighting for because you will gain so much from any experience. And dealing with it will really help me in the Long run :) I know what it feels like to lose hope in a storm that you cant seem to get out of which leads to such strong self destruction and distorted thinking!! I want all those who know what I am talking about or are suffering to know that your loved by SOMEONE! and never forget that no matter what happens in your life.

So here is the song./lyrics i wrote the story behind this is "Someone" who is close to my heart who i have known for 18 years that I have seen just give up more and more each day and how it use to affect me back in the day!! It's been rough to see this person really dissolve and lose hope in all things!!

GIVING UP
**Giving Up**
Did you feel like there was nothing,
nothing to grasp a hold of
Every memory of everyday
did it all just fade away?
Are you looking, looking closely
to see reality
Is the hope gone are you not strong?
Did you just quit believing?

Now I wonder what it would take
to let you see you can be released
but your broken so its hard to
break through these concrete walls

**For every tear that  hit the floor
I was reaching out for you.
Letting my heart to be in control
Would I be able to stop it all
If i could stop and go back time
Would it have been worth this life
But Giving up is all that's left.
Whats left within is all torn out.**

You cant see you look past everything
It's like your dying your not trying
So pain is all that this will bring
If i have up all i had left
would you change what you have

***

With all the scars left all around
will you heal your broken soul
Would the sound of peace
let you breathe or would
you just never try it at all.
I am waiting I am trying
to fight what tearing me apart
but the pain it will remain
until you reach the the goal.

For every tear that  hit the floor
I was reaching out for you.
Letting my heart to be in control
Would I be able to stop it all
If i could stop and go back time
Would it have been worth this life
But Giving up is all that's left.
Whats left within is all torn out..
   Is giving up all thats left within your heart.

Love
Brittany Nicole

The Cry in my Heart is to bring You Praise

Christy nockels

So at this time I would like to recommend an amazing singer whose song's and voice has just touched my heart during these times and the powerful words she has to sing!! Christy Nockles is just outstanding and her passion for the Lord is great!! Very influential person http://youtu.be/J3OEGnH5x8g Here is a video of one my personal favorites thats new called Waiting here for you.

Well where do I start this summer is going by so fast.  I think I have faced every possible feeling this summer.  It has been such an amazing experience.  Something that's been really crazy is the weather changes?? During these weather changes my attitude and my heart has really been up and down?? crazy hmmm?? and i didn't even really realize it.. On a rainy day i've shed a few tears on a stormy day I have been angry with fear/ maybe humid.. When sunny i have a a huge smile on my face.. And yes at night I have had fear because I am still afraid of the dark.. My heart inside has been faced with Pride. Not even realizing it till I went to church!! It's hard to be a Christian and be like Why isn't that other person not living the lifestyle im living or why can't non-Christians be like me.  The truth is yes I wish they could really live for the Lord but I'm not perfect my life isn't perfect.  I am still a sinner!?Facing that has been difficult but again its amazing to be broken down and realize that has really released alot inside for me.  This summer I've been able to allow a wide variety of people into my life and just love on everyone i see or meet :) God's been and always is good.  It's hard in the summer time not to be lazy and tired and let me tell you sleeping in and wasting away the day has been a killer but O so nice.. I'm seeing how important it is to though to stay in the word and just growing in that relationship with the Lord its extreme and just awwwww so awesome... My love for kids have grown tremendously this summer I'm about to lead VBS and let me tell you to lead worship for a bunch of kids is just such a God thing.    A few girls who will be singing that I've been helping with just watching them and seeing how much they love Jesus just has broke my heart and watching them sing Praises to the Lord man such a beautiful sight with there little girl voices haha!! Such a Blessing!  Music has just poured within me more and more everyday and my eager to really get out there on stage and just share the Words the Lord's just put in my heart onto paper and out my mouth has really been making me go crazzy!!! It's so important to realize these words that fall into my hands are not my words they are the Lord's words and truth that He has allowed me to see and here.. I have had a musical summer :) So far I have had an opportunity to write a couple songs and I would like to share some lyrics I wrote during this summer and just the feelings inside :) More will be posted later Hope YOU ENJOY :)
Love Brittany Nicole

Feelings?

*****When the sounds of the wind
brush across the trees
I feel the moment of You and me
My heart is at a breaking point
but the sound brings it to ease
It's the power of Love that
pulls me down to my knees

The rain on the window
with drops falling down
Reminds me of the tears of
heartache I once felt all around
but the Sun came out
and the cries faded away
and rays of light showed me the way.

With the fear raging inside
Like a child scared of the dark
You want to run and hide
But there's a fight worth fighting inside
There's a God who hears
and is always there
with open arms and always ears

With Laughter in the midst
and a smile of freedom
a song of praise
there's always a reason
A understanding God
who releases inner love
Like the changing seasons
There's always feelings.
And a God who feels them

Beauty in Pain

  First off can i start by saying we have such an awesome God.. For real... He has provided so much in this life and has control of All.  Psalms 13:1-6 talks about struggles and clinging to the truth during that time. I hear stories of heartache and brokeness and confusion going on in this sick world and I have felt the same way.  Its so easy to up and walk away and runaway from the Pain and the hurt of this life but there is a God who knows all and sees all and can heal your wounds.. God already sees your heart and He is there waiting for you in the midst of your pain.  Maybe the reasons these hurts and trials happen is to see where your trust in the Lord is and clinging on Him when you are faced with them.  God is so good at reminding you of your goodness and to give you comfort in your pain.  In this journey I've seen misery and felt misery for years before I knew the Lord and really just living in no hope.  I lived in guilt and sins because I felt like there was no way out.. Once I found Him and developed a Relationship with Christ it seemed right than and there the healing began and all pain fled from the heart.  There is always hope... Just think no one's pain is worst than what Christ went through He died for no reason He had no sin and he was tortured but He did it out of His own will to save us.  For me when time's get hard or rough I really think what is it the Lord wants me to see??  Maybe its turning my eyes upon Him rather than dwelling in the pain and suffering I am facing.. Any pain can be severe mercy giving us a focus on God... There is so much beauty in pain and realizing and thanking the Lord for all he's done in this life and understanding the reasons behind all... Just fix your eyes upon Jesus during all... :)

Lifes little bundle of joys

So an artist thats really been in  my head and has great words in her music is Elizabeth Hunnicutt.  I recommend all to listen to her music.. Its so rich and just so peaceful to listen to ... One of my favorite songs she sings is One Moment and o i have one more Deepest part of me.  If you need a good artist  I recommend listening to her :)

alexis jordan and I ( The reall sibs)

 Well recently I have really thought about what it means to be a sister.  I have one real brother and one real sister who mean the world to me... I would do anything for them.. At a young age probably around 3 I developed a real mommy like attitude and role.  I changed my sisters and brothers diapers at such a young age and fed them bottles and I loved it... For a long time i had really bad anxiety about where they were and what they were doing because I grew in this relationship at the age of like 4 and believed they were like my kids.  At family reunions all i wanted to do was be around babies I love kids more than ever.  Throughout the years My love for children grow and my love for my brother and sister grow.. I wish i could have been around more and wouldn't have said and done the things I've done but life goes on and I love them sooo much.  On my little journey in life I got to gather 3 more sisters and 2 more brothers.. And I love them.. They are such a huge blessing from God..   I really have had an opportunity to just grow with them and bond and love them like they are my real brother and sisters.  I guess I never realized how much of an impact i can be to one.. you kinda take a glimpse and realize wooooah.. I pray every night for there protection and they can grow in there relationship with Christ.  They have changed me in a wway of being more responsible and caring for them and loving them no matter what... Even though they can be a handful.. :) I want them to know I am always here and I will always be here no matter what and I LOVE THEM SO MUCH... It hurts to watch them grow up everyday but Its life... I am very motherly or at least i try to be but better yet be a loving sister who can be there and beat up my siblings...just kidding.. but I am very protective so no one messes with my bros and sisters for real :)  Another thing recently I've been blessed to watch this beautiiful precious gift who has my heart like no one's buisness she is my cousin she is almost 6 months old and her name is Brooklyn.. I was driving down the road and i had to stop and cry for a while because She is stinking precious and I just prayed for her life and her journey and to know she is love and has a plan and is LOVED... I've had a really great experience this past week and could not ask for a better one.  I just see things through these people i would have never seen before... To my brothers my sisters and my little chunky monkey I love you dearly forever no matter what
Love <3

mikayla jaryd and bryanna and I (very old picture)

 

 

sam and Grace ( my little hooligans and bundle of funnyons)

last but not least my little chunky monkey ( Brooklyn)

    Today I was thinking to myself.... wow if only... than I thought twice wait a minute I have everything I could possibly want or ask for and I don't deserve anything... I know im not the only one who suffers with the problem of wanting better or more.. but I have more than what I need.  I got great stand in families I got amazing friends... I got a real family who can give me what I want but you know what I realized Love... Growing up all I wanted was to feel love and be accepted and I am accepted today for who I am and I am so grateful I finally feel what it means to be accepted....  So i thought I would talk about some family's in this blog and give you a little back round on my life...

alexis Mom Me Jordan

 This is my real family... I love them dearly no matter what... I sadly don't have a picture of my dad but I do have one.  I wasnt really raised in a Christian home... There were some indications of Christianity but it was never enforced.  Life's been rough with them we all seemed to go our own separate ways.  We all keep to ourselves.  My family and I say this out of love I have learned and seen things what I do not want in my own family when i have my own and what I don't want my kids to ever go through.  I've seen a difference in raising your kids in a Christian setting and a non Christian setting and it amazes me the difference.  I love my siblings to death I wish i was around more to see them but they have lives to.  My mom it's been a struggle it may always be a struggle but she is my mom.  My dad is my dad.

Jaryd Andy Bryanna Loree Mikayla

 

 

 

This First family was my first Stand in family I really got to stay with.. I lived with them for 6 months but I knew the mom loree and bryanna and mikayla for almost 6 months before I moved in with them... I lived with them January 2009-June 2009 and from this day I have grown closer within 3 years.  This family really showed me what a family looks like theres ups theres downs but dealing with the issues also.  What was really different was they were a christian family...  I lived with a pastor and a worship leader.. I really got to grow and see what the Christian family is like... There not perfect but I love them forever..  Bryanna and Mikayla I love and care for them so much and the sister relationship we have.. Jaryd is my little bro who is awesome and i love deeply and care and can be a little stinker but he has a heart.  Andy and Loree I could not ask for better parents to open there door for me and have a loving heart.  I really learned alot what Family is and what Love from a family is in a whole other way... :) We are stillll close till this day busy life but close

Shari and Kip Hamby

 

 

This is another great family... I am so thankful for them :) After I moved out of the Veiths I really got to know them and Kip is also another pastor.  But Shari became another stand in mom for me.. She really kept me in my spot when I got out of line or wanted to drift another way.  She showed me Emmaus Bible College :) and she was right It was the place for me and she has supported me in many things i have been involved in... I became close with them my senior year of high school and I really learned that no matter what life does to you... keep your chin up and SMILE no matter what... One thing I liked is that they always made it clear that they were around to talk to and today there still around in my life... And I love them a whole lot

Crista and Brian DeVore

 Well This is my little church parents :) They are in charge of Act II which is a College group at Legacy Baptist Church I attend.  They have been a huge blessing in my life... They have opened there house up to me and are very awesome people to talk to and just be close with..  They are such a cute married couple... I've really got to see with them what a Christian couple or husband and wife really are and how they Love God more than each other.  I have known them for about a year almost and they are so awesome :)

Grace Christy sam Chad Pfeifle

Last but not Least my latest and greatest stand in family... :) Well first off I've known them for almost 5 years and I have lived with them for a year starting End of June 2010 :).  I am so AMAZED that I live with them because not in a million years did I expect to live with them and grow into there family.  Being with them has really allowed me to be more confident in myself and let go of things and just be ME... And they've made it clear also there always here for me..  Both Chad and Christy have helped out in so Many ways starting with supporting me in school and where life is leading me.  They are very honest with me.  List could go on but I am so happy there in my life and I love them both very very much.  Grace and sam have been the best siblings also and I have just grown so much with them within a year and I've known grace for a long time just by babysitting her over the years i've known her and that little tiger so has me wrapped around her little finger... I havent lived with a young one for such a long time so Its been interesting seeing Christy and Chad be "young parents" and they allow there kids to expeirence things adventurely** and be themselves I love it so They are my Family :) love themmmmm to death

Once again I could go on about all my families and my love for them all.  I thank God everyday that He has provided me with families to see different aspects and lives and I am grateful and I see in my future what should be....

no title to this song..... but i wrote it bout these families... :)

There comes a time
when you feel all alone
A simple fear turns into
a cry for help
would you take me aside
or pull away from my life

I need a friend
who can show me a way
They way the truth the light
Instead of getting caught in
sinful world its leading to
could they help calm my fears
and dry my tears
I'm needing a friend in this life

If I messed up a couple times
And allowed my life to be controlled
by my mind
With all the pride and lies
would it rattle me inside
My heart is finally breaking
with the pieces finally shattering in time

Would you hold my hand if i
float away
would you stand by my side
and tell me everythings ok
If I shed a tear
and showed you all of my fears
would you be my friend
or would you walk away.


***LOVE YOU GUYS FOREVER AND EVER

Lifes Joys:)

Well this is my first Blog.  I honestly did not know how to feel about this blogging thing because I thought it would take to much time and that it would just be difficult but nah I can do this.  All I can say is wow what an awesome God we have.  I just finished my first year at Emmaus Bible College and it was a blessing to be part of.  I really got to know so many great people and really grow in my relationship with Christ.  There was plenty of up and downs but I am thankful for all those moments cause it was life lesson learned. 

     To kick off the summer I got a chance to go to His Mansion in New Hampshire and let me tell you it was crazy and just an amazing experience I would recommend anyone to try out.  First week there we just served and helped around the Land.  For me I have never served like this before.  The first day I worked on raking rocks and chasing chickens... Well actually I didn't touch the chickens I tried and there to gross for me to handle.  The next few days I did after I just did alot of gardening.  I didnt really know the girls I was going to other than there name so I was quite nervous.  Well I roomed with three of them and I got to really know them and I am completely blessed we became friends.   Twelve of us got the chance to come to this place and we became close friends so when it was time to leave probably the most hardest thig for me because we grew as brothers and sisters.  One day we took a trip to the great Old Boston Massachusetts and it was beautiful and gorgeous and it was a city.  We got to know alot about the Freedom trail with Paul Reverre.  We visited Fenway Park sorry for all you Baseball fans but I just found out what that was.  I ate yummy shrimp and squid :) and Loved it.  And one of the last things we did was go to China town where I tried a suprising drink called Bubble tea.  There was tapioca ball things at the bottom of this drink and it was a awkward stunning suprised when you got one in your mouth.  Dr. Tso was our tour man and Director of His Mansion and He ordered us a 10 couse meal at a real chinese restraunt.  I tried the chop sticks and well my american blood would not allow me to use them so I used my hands and fork.  It was so delicious and i tried amazing duck for the first time.  Friday the Emmaus group got to lead the Prayer and Share which it was so awesome to hear what the Lord was providing for the students there.  As I was on stage singing I couldn't help look out and notice the crowd before me and my heart wanted to just cry and hug everyone of those people there in that room.  I loved those people just like they loved me and what the Lord has been doing in there life also.... Little update on what His Mansion is.. Its like ONE BIG FAMILY COMMUNITY.  and a place for people with addictions an hurting to come and serve and heal.  Another day a few of us had the day off and went to Salem Massachusetts to see the Witch trial stuff.  It was pretty sweet and creepy im not into the whole which stuff but was pretty bummed out when the lady told me that witches didn't have green faces and didnt fly on brooms.  :)  The next week we had classes.  These classes were called Healing in the Context of Community.  Going in I was nervous and it was nerve racking.  we learned alot about issues and the enviorment of His Mansion but I found out alot more on what the Lord wanted me to do and know..  I think I faced every emotion within the class.  One of the class times we shared our testimonies.  I was so nervous because I was about to tell my story in detail and i have not done that but I prayed and the Lord really got me through it and at the end I had a huge smile on my face because I am Okay :) and I made it through the ugly... its like a saying Joyce Meyer's once used  "beauty in the Ashes"  I couldn't cry because I have cried it all already and I had no reason to cry because it's no longer in my hands. 
   Being at His Mansion I learned alot about myself That i am glad to have gotten to see.  Working and doing labor im not use to was a new thing for me because I really never had to do stuff like that so an opportunity like that was eye opening.  I saw resideents of His Mansion working and the smiles on there face and relationships being built encouraged me so much.  They also ate dinner at the table at the same time together as a FAMILY.   This was different for me because I'm not use to eating breakfast lunch and dinner with a family everyday where there is a Head and foot at the table.  I love being able to get to know what was going on in others lives.  My heart just grew deeply in Love with His mansion and I know one day I will return.  My love for those people really just wow and I gained so much peace from this expeirence.. When I had to leave tears fell from my face because I felt so safe and at Home... But I'm suppose to be somewhere else right now but one day I will be back to His Mansion to Help and to serve .... During this time I got to write few lyrics... So heres some ideas

My heart it aches
the scars share
a story I could never tell
Theres no hope for me
in these wounds I recieve.

where can I seek a hand to hold
a heart that could be as gold
I'm ready to let go.

it's close to time
when every bit will fall
the peices will be restored
in the arms of God.

The scars they say but the memories fade away
my hope is in the truth that is brought forth to me.

Eyes of Love

I knowheres hope in the midst
of darkness
I know my heart
can feel relief
I know I can do anything
but its the matter of believe

Why can't i feel the abundance flow
why is numbness
filling up this soul
I can't see the other side
I need the eyes of love

I'm caught in between a child and adult
to take the chance of Love or give it all up
I feel my ease to release but wants the hold on
Is this risk i'm willing to take..

There is eyes of Love
who is willing to see.
Where beauty is in the fall
and theres hope in it all.
The eyes of Love will show
me the meaning of life.
And see its all worth the fight
Hope you guys enjoy my first blog... I'm really excited and it'll be fun...
Peace and Blessings
Brittany Nicole :)