Lifes little bundle of joys

So an artist thats really been in  my head and has great words in her music is Elizabeth Hunnicutt.  I recommend all to listen to her music.. Its so rich and just so peaceful to listen to ... One of my favorite songs she sings is One Moment and o i have one more Deepest part of me.  If you need a good artist  I recommend listening to her :)

alexis jordan and I ( The reall sibs)

 Well recently I have really thought about what it means to be a sister.  I have one real brother and one real sister who mean the world to me... I would do anything for them.. At a young age probably around 3 I developed a real mommy like attitude and role.  I changed my sisters and brothers diapers at such a young age and fed them bottles and I loved it... For a long time i had really bad anxiety about where they were and what they were doing because I grew in this relationship at the age of like 4 and believed they were like my kids.  At family reunions all i wanted to do was be around babies I love kids more than ever.  Throughout the years My love for children grow and my love for my brother and sister grow.. I wish i could have been around more and wouldn't have said and done the things I've done but life goes on and I love them sooo much.  On my little journey in life I got to gather 3 more sisters and 2 more brothers.. And I love them.. They are such a huge blessing from God..   I really have had an opportunity to just grow with them and bond and love them like they are my real brother and sisters.  I guess I never realized how much of an impact i can be to one.. you kinda take a glimpse and realize wooooah.. I pray every night for there protection and they can grow in there relationship with Christ.  They have changed me in a wway of being more responsible and caring for them and loving them no matter what... Even though they can be a handful.. :) I want them to know I am always here and I will always be here no matter what and I LOVE THEM SO MUCH... It hurts to watch them grow up everyday but Its life... I am very motherly or at least i try to be but better yet be a loving sister who can be there and beat up my siblings...just kidding.. but I am very protective so no one messes with my bros and sisters for real :)  Another thing recently I've been blessed to watch this beautiiful precious gift who has my heart like no one's buisness she is my cousin she is almost 6 months old and her name is Brooklyn.. I was driving down the road and i had to stop and cry for a while because She is stinking precious and I just prayed for her life and her journey and to know she is love and has a plan and is LOVED... I've had a really great experience this past week and could not ask for a better one.  I just see things through these people i would have never seen before... To my brothers my sisters and my little chunky monkey I love you dearly forever no matter what
Love <3

mikayla jaryd and bryanna and I (very old picture)

 

 

sam and Grace ( my little hooligans and bundle of funnyons)

last but not least my little chunky monkey ( Brooklyn)